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幽幽暮哪些人还在原地~~哪些人已经走远~~ Really decide to leave theNot always work mood
Always expect a miracle Always wanted to leave Always decided not down Always thought that he could jump out of the circle to set their own Always thought that to become a reality But really wants to leave
Had two months ago. If there are no miracle No one reason
Has been not only because of the likes Of course, there is always such a day From the beginning that Although love it here Although really as a home Although a bright future like But not in the heart What is still left to More than simply Not regret not sticking Leave also means another start There will be another corner of the sky-Unexpectedly …… ColdChongqing in the past few days, the weather was very cold and dry is very intolerable
Slightly unawareness Dizziness on the detached head沉沉nose of the Bicesse voice Ee All the signs indicate that I was a cold How sad to have more uncomfortable Look forward to a long time of the company's annual collective Trip
Also very disappointed Foshan specifically to see the snow The results can only see a little bit of A lot of cold wind blowing Take a lot of road A bump in the car was also committed almost老毛病 …… Fortunately, this is not a greedy own people
And can play mahjong with my colleagues, drink small liquor Feel quite meet As for how after Have in their hearts the This year the weather is always abnormal Chongqing Do not know it is good or not People always unable to cope with these sudden changes I However, the same as last year's summer In any case of abnormal Very physical how bad Association of the past And our hearts This will be in the unusual Becoming more firm My dayOnce off guard and off for a year.
Last night I asked a friend called from tomorrow remember what holiday I certainly remember Because it is my anniversary However, I would like to be confused with what Because it is not even think she would remember and sent blessings Oh Really very surprised of course very pleased 19, 20, 21
Express three years time Yesterday accidents get a junior high school students Very excited Then she said what I Fushilaoyangzi no change You But I also think that there is anything wrong and The thought of their life to do the things they wanted You want to maintain the status This life of the 20-year-old Some negative lead But finally passed Total there are many sunny days waiting for me it Close our eyes to wish myself quietly Happy birthday…… 做个旁观者11号那天也正好是拖拖的生日聚会,本来计划是要到12号的,但那天是星期一,所以我们都提前了,波儿没能来,他要加班,没办法请到假,阿妹推说有事,最后还是来了~也可能真的是没办法避免的吧!
因为娟娟也在我那里,本来想的是有个机会大家一起聚一聚的,虽然有些匆忙,但还是觉得是件挺期待的事情,刘勇那边也有一群朋友,比我们还先到他们那里,呵呵,应该说是拖拖的"小窝"吧,并不算太宽敞的一个一室一厅的小房子,布置得挺温馨,她老早就要叫我去看看,可是我太懒,一直都没有去,这次到有了机会,是那种老房子,楼梯间暗暗的,没有路灯,我们得手牵着手,一步一步的往上移.拖拖又瘦了,不知道是不是因为生病的原故,脸上依旧没什么血色,还一幅可爱的样子,到是弄得我有些心酸.
虽然咱们离得挺近,我在陈家坪,她在南坪,但也有差不多半年的时间都没有见面了,也知道她一直都过得也不太好,虽然有了自己的爱情,但不知道能走多了,没和她在一起的期间,她也老是生病,然后刘勇还会和她吵架,我老是想,她那样一个温婉的女孩子怎么会经得住他那样的男孩子的不关心,不理会,不在意,而还要和他在一起呢?而且她们都还好小.
原来拖拖他们寝室的几个女孩子差不多都有男朋友了,付义、妞妞、杰杰、拖拖还有阿妹，有些不可思议吧，当然最不可思议的是拖拖，她曾经那么肯定的对我们发誓说，我才不会呢，真的不会~`呵呵，可是他们现在都在一起了，天天在一起时时刻刻的生活在一起。可能是打小就少了些家的温暖吧！
其实大家都知道我一直都不喜欢刘勇，那种整天也没有太多的事情，一帮混混朋友在一起，经常打打架，弄点什么事情出来的人，能怎么样呢？但是那是她的选择，我只能支持。
晚上在上新街的一家小火锅店里面,坐了好几桌的人,她十八岁的生日,呵呵,就在这样的一家小店里~`她也不太会做主人的样子,只是一个劲的怕刘的那些"朋友"朋友欺负到我们,让我们少喝些酒,能挡的就挡了,然后我们一起举杯,祝她生日快乐~`刚开始的时候一切都安好,只是妞妞因为生病,不能喝酒,所以那边过来的"朋友"敬酒,她都没喝,他们可能是有些不高兴,我们也没在意.
席间,小孙其艾给我打电话来说,要到广东去了,不念书了,也不太惊讶,当初刚出来工作的朋友们,都挺羡慕他们的,还能继续念书,虽然在那样的学校真正能得到的东西并不多,但也还好啊,起码自己不会为那些生活上的锁屑的事情而操心,但毕竟是底子薄了些,要是继续念下去,也没有太好的发展,所以宋大妈、静静都相继离开了，其实早点晚点还是要过和我们一样的日子~
本来是要他也来的，顺便把我相要的书也带来，但是最后居然是因为学校的那个胖保安不让出来~气死了，什么时候回学校去，悄悄的整整他，让他一直那么讨厌！
十点多的时候，阿妹也带了他的男朋友赶过来，毕竟是那么好的朋友过生日，她老人家居然也来了。第一次看到她的男朋友，呵呵，我们都觉得他们俩挺有“夫妻相”的，两个人都胖胖的，特别可爱，真的是一个人有一个人的福气，好多的爱情在平淡当中一天天的成长而不是逝去，这种感觉好好哦！~
不过，终究他们也不习惯刘的“朋友”他们喝酒的方式，差点为了这样的不“仗义”而在拖拖的生日聚会上拳脚相加，他们居然还带了好多的家伙~弄得大家都不开心~~~~~
呵呵，有时候觉得挺奇怪的，他们才十八岁而矣，才离开学校刚好一年的时间，怎么变化就那么的大呢，我却还是老样子，一样的生活一样的工作，一成不变！我是看着她们恋爱了，工作变了又变了，甚至有孩子了~~~
人生于她们而言还有好长好长的吧？这样的开始，会延续多久了，是最初的快乐，还是会带来最后的伤悲？
～～～ 离我计划如果无法达到目标,就要离开的日子越来越近了,我也不知道为什么,就是没有那种特别紧张或者害怕的感觉,日子还是如之前一样,行云流水的、日复一日的慢且快的过着。
其实他们都不知道当我那天听到那个预料了很久的结果时，心里面起了多大的波澜，他们更不知道我是多么的渴望能够有所突破，这长长的快一年的时间里，我不敢正视着和简老大说话，不敢跟老大再多做什么承诺，我是真切的觉得我可能真的无法达到那样的境界，哪怕只是一点点的成功，在这样的沉沉浮浮浮里，艰难的熬着．
今天其实和那个谁谈得还算不错吧！也不知道能有几成的可能性，真觉得老天太不给我机会了，如果说他应该体谅一下我的难的话～
先这样吧，挺乱的，也不知道怎么样才能表达自己的心情，就是想要用那种惊喜，就是太想要那种惊喜来刺激一下了～ |
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